Thanks for nothing giving.
Why am I getting the feeling that I don't even want to surround myself with the people back at home. They say they care, but I think its all lies. I talked to my "best friend" for the first time on the phone since I have moved here, and that is only because I called him! It shouldn't be that two of my friends are coming to visit me before him..or before anyone, besides Stefan. He's been here a few times, at least he cares. I don't even want to go home for Thanksgiving, because my grandmother ordered FUCKING LUBY'S for dinner. What the fuck. My mom says IF I come home then I HAVE to go. What the fuck I am an adult, I could careless less if I hurt my grandma's feelings. No offense, but she has her own CHILDREN. She wouldn't even have to know that I came home. For my mom and dad, I hate going home because I hate leaving them to come back here. I don't even like Thanksgiving. I'd rather go to Dallas and spend my break with Stefan, I feel like he's the only friend I have now. I don't want to go home and see the same people that don't even care to come see me, much less IM me, Text me, comment me, or call me. Why do I even care if the pilgrims came to America? Why would I be Thankful for that? I wouldn't know the difference if I was born in a different country. Seriously, what the fuck, turkey is nasty anyways.
On another hand, people are so fucking rude these days.They get mad and judge you before they even understand your relationship. If my boyfriend and I have an agreement that we won't contact our ex's or old cruhes don't get mad when you bring his old crush with you that you know can't see him. I mean fucking CHILL OUT you can see him in less than a month. Deal with it. These people who call themselves "best friends" sure don't act like it. Texting him and saying oh I am where you live too bad I can't see you. That is so immature. That is going to make me not even let him see you. Maybe you would understand if you ever had a boyfriend in your life and his friend tried to get him to cheat on you, I am sure you would beat that bitch up. At least I am not mean to her.
On another hand, people are so fucking rude these days.They get mad and judge you before they even understand your relationship. If my boyfriend and I have an agreement that we won't contact our ex's or old cruhes don't get mad when you bring his old crush with you that you know can't see him. I mean fucking CHILL OUT you can see him in less than a month. Deal with it. These people who call themselves "best friends" sure don't act like it. Texting him and saying oh I am where you live too bad I can't see you. That is so immature. That is going to make me not even let him see you. Maybe you would understand if you ever had a boyfriend in your life and his friend tried to get him to cheat on you, I am sure you would beat that bitch up. At least I am not mean to her.