Old friends.

[k8noshoes]

You know, sometimes I wonder why I stopped being friends with the people I was through the earlier days of highschool. Heck they were so fun, they were always there for me. I remember when I was dating my drug addict ex, they helped me through every single thing. I had a stuffed animal he gave me, and they helped me stab it and Chase and Brett made it into a hat! Then Brandon saw the pictures hahaha. Wow. That gave him a clue what a douche he was. He would call me and tell me to come over and stop hanging out with my friends and I wouldnt because I truely disliked him and loved my friends. He made me feel awful all the time and they were always there to support me. Warm me with hugs, and music, that their band played. I remember Kevin, the Canadian, whom was one of the nicest people I had ever met. No matter what he was always nice to everyone, even after we stopped being friends, he'd still say hi. Brett, my weirdo, my best friend in 9/10th grade. Man was he fun, we'd go exploring in the ditches behind my house, we'd draw pictures in english, hmm. Heck everyone went in the ditches for my birthday thats what we did, get got flash lights, boots, foot, ect. We ended up in another neighborhood. Oh Charlie Cross, now that kid and I went through alot, we went camping together with my family, tubbing, heartbreaks, fights, my parents loved him. We'd always play Candyland and eat Mac and Cheese, he was there for me alot, once he lied to me, I told him how I felt and that I couldnt be his friend anymore, and that was the end of it. Nguyet and Tuyet man, My nubadoo and tubadoo. :[ Friends since middle schoold, took me forever to tell them apart, but once I did I never got them mixed up again! They were so fun, this summer we unburied our box that we buried in like middle school, we could hardly tell what anything was, but it was fun digging it up. They always cared about being smart and they didnt care about peoples looks, they always beat me at mario party, i guess we stopped being friends when I started doing drugs.."too cool" I guess. Julius man what a character, we hung out alot then too, ghost hunting, ect. Once he got mad cause the girls came to a boys night out and tried to play the video games, haha. Oh I miss him, but he actually cares about seeing me when I come home YAY! Someone is nice :]! Oh Megan, I wish I could save her, we went ditching, stole, i smoked my first cig with her, we were always getting into trouble, i miss her, but its best I moved on. Amanda and Lauren, Amanda i think is now in the Army, making something out of herself, I am very proud, seeing everything shes been through. Lauren I think graduated early, and was working getting money for college last I spoke of her. Laurens been my friend since 3rd grade. AP land was our favorite game to play at recess, we spied on people, we stole icecream from her frig at late hours of the night, made forts, I always thought she thought she was better than me. Hmph. I miss her :[ ....

But now...

I have new friends, but why should that mean I cant become friends with my old friends again? It doesnt!

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yay.

P.S. If it wasnt for my life changing events, I wouldnt have met the love of my life. That is one thing I am thankful for, I guess everything does happen for a reason. I love you Stefan Fritz <3