this is the first day of my life...glad I didn't die before I met you...
I've always been cautious
when it comes to these things
I've always thought carefully
and never had flings
I don't often get myself
into these messes
and why it all happened
are only wild guesses
Something seemed to happen
it was a waste of my time
but out of it all
I ended up fine
Cuz I don't care about your bullshit
or your crazy fucking dreams
I've uncovered all your lies
and you don't care...or so it seems
I feel like such a fool
for not seeing it before
The fun, was bitching back and forth
but now it's just a chore
I'm done searching for answers
that we'll probably never find
I'm done playing nieve
and letting you fuck with my mind
I don't give a shit what you do
I'll do what I want too
Cuz the days that I spent thinking
are seriously through
I was jaded before
though I don't quite know why
I should have listened to them
but I didn't think you'd lie
Turn them all against me
I don't really care
I have a life outside of Arnis
...I know thats pretty rare
Hard to believe?
I have other shit to deal with
Maybe you'd have seen
if you werent so god damn selfish
But you live and you learn
with no regrets to the past
Sometimes these things
just aren't ment to last
So peace out and good luck
on becomeing rich
please accept my apology
if I sound like a bitch
I don't mean to come off that way
cuz I really don't care
but it just feels so much better
to put it out there...
sigh....XOXO
Katelyn
when it comes to these things
I've always thought carefully
and never had flings
I don't often get myself
into these messes
and why it all happened
are only wild guesses
Something seemed to happen
it was a waste of my time
but out of it all
I ended up fine
Cuz I don't care about your bullshit
or your crazy fucking dreams
I've uncovered all your lies
and you don't care...or so it seems
I feel like such a fool
for not seeing it before
The fun, was bitching back and forth
but now it's just a chore
I'm done searching for answers
that we'll probably never find
I'm done playing nieve
and letting you fuck with my mind
I don't give a shit what you do
I'll do what I want too
Cuz the days that I spent thinking
are seriously through
I was jaded before
though I don't quite know why
I should have listened to them
but I didn't think you'd lie
Turn them all against me
I don't really care
I have a life outside of Arnis
...I know thats pretty rare
Hard to believe?
I have other shit to deal with
Maybe you'd have seen
if you werent so god damn selfish
But you live and you learn
with no regrets to the past
Sometimes these things
just aren't ment to last
So peace out and good luck
on becomeing rich
please accept my apology
if I sound like a bitch
I don't mean to come off that way
cuz I really don't care
but it just feels so much better
to put it out there...
sigh....XOXO
Katelyn