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hello friends! i've realized there really aren't that many people taht read this... i don't think so, atleast. just judging by the number of people on my friends list that still update even rarely, there's a lot less of them at this point. ah well! it's all good.
so i had a great break. it was amazingly relaxing. i didn't feel pressure to hang out with people, which i always feel whenever i'm at home and that takes away from my relaxation...and i sort of felt like i should do homework, but i decided i just wouldn't. so mostly, i just hung out with my family, ate good food, and slept. it was beautiful. my 7 year old cousin is... 7 and got annoying at times, but playing polly pockets with her was fun. those things are pretty hardcore, man. they reminded me a lot... actually yeah, a whole lot, of these things i had when i was a kid called Wish World Kids. they have like.. buildings or cars or furniture that transforms into something else. i had a whole set of them... there was a bed that unfolded into a playground. and a chair that became a car. aaaand wow i dunno if i can remember any more. but these polly things have clothes up to wazoo. i was upset though, that i couldn't cross-dress the guys because the guys are made a little bit bigger than the girls. which made me perturbed anyway. ah well. i still gave them girly purses. and then my cousin said that wasn't allowed. ha. oh, kids.
enough about polly pockets...so i got back to campus saturday, in time for the 3 hour rehearsal that night. then had 4 and a half hours of rehearsal yesterday and then another hour tonight, then 3 hours wednesday, and then wer'e into show time! this is christmas fest, we're talking. my parents will be here friday! yay! and that should be all good.
other than that things are awesome. i'e been really trying to refocus myself lately. there's a certain thing i need to get over and i feel like that's taking away my focus from other things, especially spiritually. and i think maybe that's been a problem for a long time. so yeah. that's something i think i'm going to try and work on, especailyl now that it's christmas season. cindy and i just gotta keep going on the mantra and that'll help. "really self-absorbed, super fucking annoying ,"...among others.
YAY AMBIGUITY!
oh, besides, i don't have a link to this journal anywhere anymore... so it would just be people taht had got the link from before or yeah. ah well.
just the thought of our bed makes me crumble like the plaster....
DEUTSCHLAND!
aaaaan that's about it for now, folks. too busy to say much else. i'll be home on December 18th to see ya'll. YAY! I'll be leaving January 2nd for Deutschland. wish i could have been there for the sleepover i'm sure occurred at dem's but that's ok. i love it here. aaaand that makes me happy.
so i had a great break. it was amazingly relaxing. i didn't feel pressure to hang out with people, which i always feel whenever i'm at home and that takes away from my relaxation...and i sort of felt like i should do homework, but i decided i just wouldn't. so mostly, i just hung out with my family, ate good food, and slept. it was beautiful. my 7 year old cousin is... 7 and got annoying at times, but playing polly pockets with her was fun. those things are pretty hardcore, man. they reminded me a lot... actually yeah, a whole lot, of these things i had when i was a kid called Wish World Kids. they have like.. buildings or cars or furniture that transforms into something else. i had a whole set of them... there was a bed that unfolded into a playground. and a chair that became a car. aaaand wow i dunno if i can remember any more. but these polly things have clothes up to wazoo. i was upset though, that i couldn't cross-dress the guys because the guys are made a little bit bigger than the girls. which made me perturbed anyway. ah well. i still gave them girly purses. and then my cousin said that wasn't allowed. ha. oh, kids.
enough about polly pockets...so i got back to campus saturday, in time for the 3 hour rehearsal that night. then had 4 and a half hours of rehearsal yesterday and then another hour tonight, then 3 hours wednesday, and then wer'e into show time! this is christmas fest, we're talking. my parents will be here friday! yay! and that should be all good.
other than that things are awesome. i'e been really trying to refocus myself lately. there's a certain thing i need to get over and i feel like that's taking away my focus from other things, especially spiritually. and i think maybe that's been a problem for a long time. so yeah. that's something i think i'm going to try and work on, especailyl now that it's christmas season. cindy and i just gotta keep going on the mantra and that'll help. "really self-absorbed, super fucking annoying ,"...among others.
YAY AMBIGUITY!
oh, besides, i don't have a link to this journal anywhere anymore... so it would just be people taht had got the link from before or yeah. ah well.
just the thought of our bed makes me crumble like the plaster....
DEUTSCHLAND!
aaaaan that's about it for now, folks. too busy to say much else. i'll be home on December 18th to see ya'll. YAY! I'll be leaving January 2nd for Deutschland. wish i could have been there for the sleepover i'm sure occurred at dem's but that's ok. i love it here. aaaand that makes me happy.