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havnt updated for ages i know
dont have anything happy to report
saw john today
had good time, love hanging out with him think hes great and so on
but
it felt really weird too
i cant describe it
and i probably seem really strange
but i really felt odd being more than mates
its great as mates and it just felt weird
so i erm split up with him
and now i feel the biggest bitch ever
he went really quiet
and i feel sooo like fuck
i really have messed up
i really wanna be mates how we were before, but now i really rnt sure if thats gonna happen.
FUCK
im such a bitch.
dont have anything happy to report
saw john today
had good time, love hanging out with him think hes great and so on
but
it felt really weird too
i cant describe it
and i probably seem really strange
but i really felt odd being more than mates
its great as mates and it just felt weird
so i erm split up with him
and now i feel the biggest bitch ever
he went really quiet
and i feel sooo like fuck
i really have messed up
i really wanna be mates how we were before, but now i really rnt sure if thats gonna happen.
FUCK
im such a bitch.