im not ready

[k8emarie]

it's almost over.....im numb....done with college?? wow....wow......it can't be...i wanna stay, but wanna leave. relationships that i feel like im losing, but know they are always around. my world is changed from the experience here...and i know i was meant to be here for these 4 years to meet people put in my life...and situations to learn, smile, cry, and laugh from. my memories are all that i have now..as i open a new chapter in my life, and hope that great things are to come...as well as some heavy bling bling.

.....and i will always wonder....was he the one?