My letter
Dear Brent Paes,
First and foremost, I want to apologize. Throughout these last few months.. I've been the shittiest friend you could ask for. Not like you'd ask for a shitty friend. I haven't been there for you, as you have for me. Also, I ditch you constantly and don't even acknowledge our 'friendship.' I truly am sorry Brent. Today I realized how much I hurt you.
I really loved you. It was so hard, trying to act like everything was completely normal when deep inside I was dying to just be with you. When you told me that one day that you had feelings for me, it seriously tore me apart. In reality; both of us know we wouldn't have worked out. Our indifferences clash so badly, it's scary.
Maybe we're not even so much different. It's almost like, we're so alike that we can't seem to get along.
Brent, you're my best friend, and always will be. I'll always love you.. even if we're not on a level as "more than friends." I've moved on, since you 'rejected me,' as I call it. It was hard, because I wanted no one else. I really /loved/ you. I gave you my heart and asked too much in return. This I understand...
Regardless, you cared about me like no other guy. I just never felt so loved when I was with you.
I can't even express how sorry I am. I owe you my life.
Thank you Brent.. I love you.
Sincerely, Katelyn Boccitto.
First and foremost, I want to apologize. Throughout these last few months.. I've been the shittiest friend you could ask for. Not like you'd ask for a shitty friend. I haven't been there for you, as you have for me. Also, I ditch you constantly and don't even acknowledge our 'friendship.' I truly am sorry Brent. Today I realized how much I hurt you.
I really loved you. It was so hard, trying to act like everything was completely normal when deep inside I was dying to just be with you. When you told me that one day that you had feelings for me, it seriously tore me apart. In reality; both of us know we wouldn't have worked out. Our indifferences clash so badly, it's scary.
Maybe we're not even so much different. It's almost like, we're so alike that we can't seem to get along.
Brent, you're my best friend, and always will be. I'll always love you.. even if we're not on a level as "more than friends." I've moved on, since you 'rejected me,' as I call it. It was hard, because I wanted no one else. I really /loved/ you. I gave you my heart and asked too much in return. This I understand...
Regardless, you cared about me like no other guy. I just never felt so loved when I was with you.
I can't even express how sorry I am. I owe you my life.
Thank you Brent.. I love you.
Sincerely, Katelyn Boccitto.