i am not afriad to keep on living
where do i start... besides matt being an ass school is going well so far.
monday laura came back to town, it was really good to see her. yet it was kinda akward and i dont know i feel like she really doesnt want to be here and didnt really care. oh well. it was nice we went out to eat with halley... good times...
wedensday i went to mikey and seths and had the first spades night in almost 2 months. it was really fun. it was so good to see them. i love the laughs and hugs. i feel like mikey and seth might have been the only two poeple who missed me and thats a good feeling. i tought it was going to be weird having mikey;s gf sara there but it wasnt. shes really cool, it was akward at first but shes alright haha...
this morning surprisnly halley called me and asked if i wanted to hang out tonight. we are going to the movies so im pumped haha... but i cant help but feel like im jsut her back up plan.. its a 3 day weekend and dorm cafs are closeing so her friends are leaving so she asked me... i even saw on face book she first asked laura to hang out but shes going home... so im plan B... which i guess is understandabel cuase laura has been gone.. but couldnt they at least invite me? ahhh whatever...
classes are good, my profs are all pretty sweet and i have at least someone i know in all my classes that i can stand so thats good.
6 weeks till spring break and we have no place to work or live... pray for us.. lol... im haveing frecking panic attacks about this and matt is doing nothing.. well at least not letting me in on what hes doing.... but i have faith that we will figure it out. it will be fun and well all have a awesome break.. and if not im totally blaming it alll on matt.
monday laura came back to town, it was really good to see her. yet it was kinda akward and i dont know i feel like she really doesnt want to be here and didnt really care. oh well. it was nice we went out to eat with halley... good times...
wedensday i went to mikey and seths and had the first spades night in almost 2 months. it was really fun. it was so good to see them. i love the laughs and hugs. i feel like mikey and seth might have been the only two poeple who missed me and thats a good feeling. i tought it was going to be weird having mikey;s gf sara there but it wasnt. shes really cool, it was akward at first but shes alright haha...
this morning surprisnly halley called me and asked if i wanted to hang out tonight. we are going to the movies so im pumped haha... but i cant help but feel like im jsut her back up plan.. its a 3 day weekend and dorm cafs are closeing so her friends are leaving so she asked me... i even saw on face book she first asked laura to hang out but shes going home... so im plan B... which i guess is understandabel cuase laura has been gone.. but couldnt they at least invite me? ahhh whatever...
classes are good, my profs are all pretty sweet and i have at least someone i know in all my classes that i can stand so thats good.
6 weeks till spring break and we have no place to work or live... pray for us.. lol... im haveing frecking panic attacks about this and matt is doing nothing.. well at least not letting me in on what hes doing.... but i have faith that we will figure it out. it will be fun and well all have a awesome break.. and if not im totally blaming it alll on matt.