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two updates in two days!!! what?!?!?! i know crazy. i just got off the phone with my love... i was soo happy while i was talking to him but now everything is worse, i miss him more, i dont know.. he was talking about how he wants to come back to michigan and visit me. we are thinking next summer. my suggestion was he flys over here and than we take a road trip together everywhere. i dont know... im not going to get my hopes up. it was so weird while i was talking to him i could totally tell waht he was doing, i could picture his facial expresstions and the way he was moving his hand. ha.. that kid...
i was so tore weither to tell him if i like him or not, i ended up not. but i think i should have. i even had the perfect oppurtunaty to, he was saying how much he misses me and how good it was to talk to me. and such things. i dont know.. im just a wimp, i guess. Im so tore, but hes serously the only person who makes me smile this much...
ahhh i need to get over this and move on.. i need somthing or rather someone else to think about 24/7....
i was so tore weither to tell him if i like him or not, i ended up not. but i think i should have. i even had the perfect oppurtunaty to, he was saying how much he misses me and how good it was to talk to me. and such things. i dont know.. im just a wimp, i guess. Im so tore, but hes serously the only person who makes me smile this much...
ahhh i need to get over this and move on.. i need somthing or rather someone else to think about 24/7....