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wow... i cant belive summer is over.. im not quite done with camp yet... i have anthor week and half...
this summer has blown by.. at the time i hated so many things but looking back it was amazing... i have very very few people in my life whom im as close to as i was to poeple this summer... particularly boom.. i love that kid so muhc.. i wouldnt have made it trough the summer with out him... he really changed my way of thinking...
day camp ended on friday and after cleaning for like 80 hours we drove up north i was stuck int he back seat of the minivan with julian and boom.. i was going crazy.. but we turned some music on and boom and i belted out TAI at the tops of our lungs for 40 min and that seemed to make it go faster.. we got there at like 10 and cooked out and hung out and the slept.. we woke up at 8 to head out.. im not going to lie it was hard saying good bye.. but i was still witht the poeple who meant the most.. rachel, boom, julian, and nicolas... we drove downt to flint and they droped us off at my car so julian and i could drive to the train station...
i had to say goodbye to boom.. it was the hardest thing i have done it so long.. i have never cried while saying good bye to anyone.. maybe after, like with andrew but never while saying bye... with boom i was sobbing by the time we huged.. it was a good goodbye which made it alittle better.. but i for sure sobed for 10 min while saying good bye and continued for 15 on the way to tthe train station... at least i was still with julian...
the two of us headed to chicago, on our way there we realized we had no where to stay... haha we walked around for 4 hours before freacking out and desiding we were getting a hotel no matter what it costed... we found one .. the next 3 days flew by.... julians friend who we stayed with were awesome.. not to meantion they had awesome accents... haha... saying good by to julian on tuesday in the train station was jsut as hard as saying good bye to boom.. i might not have cried as much.. well while tlaking ot him but when i walked away i couldnt even turn around and wave i was crying to much...
i think all the crap we had to go through at camp made us all closer.. i really hope i getto see boom again...
today i dorve to kazoo for a interview i got the job! im not employed by the ymca of kazoo.. i do before and after school care in the elemtary school... prime time.. i work from 6am to 8am and 330-6... fun.. oh job im scared.. haha
now i have two days off till im back to work for antoher 8 days.. funfun.. im so scared to go back and not have anyone there.. im not going to lie i went back last night to pick up my computer and boom had left me and message and i cryied for another 30 mins... well i guess ill move on like i do eversummer.. but i cant do this again its to hard... no more camp for me... im going to miss those boys so much....
this summer has blown by.. at the time i hated so many things but looking back it was amazing... i have very very few people in my life whom im as close to as i was to poeple this summer... particularly boom.. i love that kid so muhc.. i wouldnt have made it trough the summer with out him... he really changed my way of thinking...
day camp ended on friday and after cleaning for like 80 hours we drove up north i was stuck int he back seat of the minivan with julian and boom.. i was going crazy.. but we turned some music on and boom and i belted out TAI at the tops of our lungs for 40 min and that seemed to make it go faster.. we got there at like 10 and cooked out and hung out and the slept.. we woke up at 8 to head out.. im not going to lie it was hard saying good bye.. but i was still witht the poeple who meant the most.. rachel, boom, julian, and nicolas... we drove downt to flint and they droped us off at my car so julian and i could drive to the train station...
i had to say goodbye to boom.. it was the hardest thing i have done it so long.. i have never cried while saying good bye to anyone.. maybe after, like with andrew but never while saying bye... with boom i was sobbing by the time we huged.. it was a good goodbye which made it alittle better.. but i for sure sobed for 10 min while saying good bye and continued for 15 on the way to tthe train station... at least i was still with julian...
the two of us headed to chicago, on our way there we realized we had no where to stay... haha we walked around for 4 hours before freacking out and desiding we were getting a hotel no matter what it costed... we found one .. the next 3 days flew by.... julians friend who we stayed with were awesome.. not to meantion they had awesome accents... haha... saying good by to julian on tuesday in the train station was jsut as hard as saying good bye to boom.. i might not have cried as much.. well while tlaking ot him but when i walked away i couldnt even turn around and wave i was crying to much...
i think all the crap we had to go through at camp made us all closer.. i really hope i getto see boom again...
today i dorve to kazoo for a interview i got the job! im not employed by the ymca of kazoo.. i do before and after school care in the elemtary school... prime time.. i work from 6am to 8am and 330-6... fun.. oh job im scared.. haha
now i have two days off till im back to work for antoher 8 days.. funfun.. im so scared to go back and not have anyone there.. im not going to lie i went back last night to pick up my computer and boom had left me and message and i cryied for another 30 mins... well i guess ill move on like i do eversummer.. but i cant do this again its to hard... no more camp for me... im going to miss those boys so much....