Oh Gosh
I know I haven't updated in like forever but it never seemed like right time - Winter Break just started. I'm single and to tell you the truth it hasn't been horrible being on my own. I know I've missed certain people. I'm actually growing fond of my independence. I know something is going to happen soon because it always does - I'm happy and then it's all down hill again. As for my problems - my new solution is to avoid the ones I don't want to deal with (I know that's not really a good thing but it's working). I tend to treat people differently and I don't know why. Some I can approach - Some I can't. In fear of what? Rejection? I've already had that. Yea, it does hurt but honestly I have my friends to pick me back up again. I don't know...Well I'm going shopping with Mike - thanks Steve - I stole it from you - I mean it's the least you can do after killing my project....
<3 Ash
Oh by the way Merry Christmas
MARK your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x]I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[depends] I can come up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news, some of the time.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[I like them all] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse alot
[x] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have (had) a job.
[/] I love Dr. Phil
[x] I like someone.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette. (when i was like 5)
[ ] have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[x] I have a few scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Seen a shooting star
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested....
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (I tried but threw up)
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[ ] been to Japan
[ ] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[/] Stole something from your job.
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe...
[ ] Hooked up with a co-worker.
[/] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been On A Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[ ] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. (like 2 steps)
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have
<3 Ash
Oh by the way Merry Christmas
MARK your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x]I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[depends] I can come up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news, some of the time.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[I like them all] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse alot
[x] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have (had) a job.
[/] I love Dr. Phil
[x] I like someone.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette. (when i was like 5)
[ ] have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[x] I have a few scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Seen a shooting star
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested....
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (I tried but threw up)
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[ ] been to Japan
[ ] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[/] Stole something from your job.
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe...
[ ] Hooked up with a co-worker.
[/] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been On A Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[ ] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. (like 2 steps)
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have