you know what ima just say it it was makered privat but o whell
ever day i sit and wate hopeing for her to come back to me to make my life complet again but insted ever day i contenu to keep wateing as she gose out with outher people not seeming to want what i want but i cant help but want her back she completed me i felt like i had a reasion to be here when i was with her and now shes gone and i could care less about ane thang but being with her idc about my self school nuttin the olny thang that matters it her i want her back so bad almost ever night im crying my self to sleep cuz im just wateing for that knock on the door or the ring of the phone and it be her thare asking my forgive ness and wanting me back but ever nights the same no call no one comeing to the door just me siting here wateing for some thing idk know if will ever happen but i still layt thare hopeing it dose cuz i still cant see my life with out her by my sied whell i cant see me liveing a happy life with out her ... god i love her so much she ses she loves me and i bleav her but still dosent change how she feals about me ... god i fucked thangs up why did i have to be so fucking stupid i fucking hate my self !
i realy want to tell her how i feal but idk if i should and its killing me not to cuz i think if i dont ima wind up regreting it but i alost might if i do tell her i realy dont know what to do
i realy thout we had some thing spechal :'(
i guess that was just me
i realy want to tell her how i feal but idk if i should and its killing me not to cuz i think if i dont ima wind up regreting it but i alost might if i do tell her i realy dont know what to do
i realy thout we had some thing spechal :'(
i guess that was just me