I updated! there! u happy?!
i'm updating right now cuz my crazy friend Shayna (who we all love most of the time lol jk) won't leave me alone till i update so here i am updating! lol a lot has happend over the past 2-3 months and to sum it all up: itz been crap! i hate the way things are going so far .. well as far as romance is concerned... i realized that Indibhir and I are totally wrong for eachother in so many ways.. i'm all into following rules and becoming successful and he's into partying and not taking life seriously .. and i know that opposites are supposed to attract but i don't think even Cupid work between us .. i'm attempting to make it work so that atleast we can be good friends but he keeps running away from me as if he's afraid of me or something. My friend that was trying to fix us up in the first place said that i'm too good for him but sometimes i wonder he's too good for me.. i mean i have to admit i exceed as far as intelligent goes but he's got the looks and the personality and i don't have neither .. personally i have no idea why he even liked me in the first place ..guys like him NEVER like girls like me! but whtever... i'm going to try to make our friendship work and if he doesn't even want to be my friend then .. screw him! grr! i hate men rite now! they are the biggest assholes to have ever been created! they should be locked down in a dongeon and only used for breeding purposes cuz thtz all they're good at! i hate them! hate em hate em hate em! now if u'll excuse me .. i'm going to stick little pins in little indibhir voo-doo dolls! bye!