:::sigh:::
well their were many things to say about today... Most of them I have already tried to put into word's that obveously didn't work out... I deleted and rewrote this days entry many times sence I don't no around 4:00. It's just to hard to get thing's to come out the way I want them to be.
I woke up this morning trying to find one good reason why I should go to school. I couldn't find not one. The hole day I have had mood swing after mood swing it sucks so bad. How can u feel happy for one min then really dapressed a few min later. It's kinda hard to even understand my self lately.
WEll this weekend has to be fun me an justin are going to hang out like old times.
I made a memorie box today. I don't know why I just felt like making one so I can look back on it and not forget things. I have about 3 thing's and some pictures in their. Every thing has a memorie even the box. It's the pac sun box I got from krystal. I wrote a letter on a disk that had many other thing's on it explaining why I put each thing in the box. I was told by jen not to read what was on the disk because it would make me feel worse. She just told me to go do something that makes me happy instead.
Well tobad I didn't take her advice even though I should have.
This sucks rigth now. Theirs nothing to look forward to. Tomorrow will probable be the same shit to. wake up in the morning not wanting to go to school. nothing good happening in school. coming home doing nothing... ERR it's not fun at all...
I woke up this morning trying to find one good reason why I should go to school. I couldn't find not one. The hole day I have had mood swing after mood swing it sucks so bad. How can u feel happy for one min then really dapressed a few min later. It's kinda hard to even understand my self lately.
WEll this weekend has to be fun me an justin are going to hang out like old times.
I made a memorie box today. I don't know why I just felt like making one so I can look back on it and not forget things. I have about 3 thing's and some pictures in their. Every thing has a memorie even the box. It's the pac sun box I got from krystal. I wrote a letter on a disk that had many other thing's on it explaining why I put each thing in the box. I was told by jen not to read what was on the disk because it would make me feel worse. She just told me to go do something that makes me happy instead.
Well tobad I didn't take her advice even though I should have.
This sucks rigth now. Theirs nothing to look forward to. Tomorrow will probable be the same shit to. wake up in the morning not wanting to go to school. nothing good happening in school. coming home doing nothing... ERR it's not fun at all...