can't think of a good tittle but read it anyway
Yea so. I deleted my last 2 entries I didn't want them their any more. I keeped rewording them and editing them so I just gave up and thought it would be easyer to just delete them.
Maybe I should try to get a better understanding of things before I write in my LJ. yesterday I didn't use the computer that much I got to use it till like 4:30 or so. I didn't have much time to write much yesterday. I wrote what I wrote yesterday because I am sure many of you also got a bad impresion of me from the other day... I just wanted to clear it up that I am not the kinda person that would do anything to hert anyone and (I would give anything for things to be good again) I didn't get to specify what I was talking about yesterday because I was rushed and yelled at to leave the phone line clear...
I just haven't felt like doing much lately I haven't eatin anything in the last 2 days( meaning yesterday and today). I think I am going to go to subway in a little while I don't feel like eating but I am going to get a head ack if I don't... :-/
I went skating with chip and jon a little while ago and I sucked real bad I couldn't land anything I thought about trying some new stuff, like jump the set of stairs near the tenis court and faky 180ing off the 5 set or stairs but I was doing so bad and I thought I would save it for a better day...
I guess I have just been thinking a lot lately. A lot of things such as the good memmories of the past and what the future could bring. And a few other things but I don't want to publicies that... Just things that I have been puting my self down about and making my self feel worse... Kinda stupid I know but I can't help it...
It's still real early and theirs time to go out but I don't know what to do I just feel like sleeping and going threw the day tomorrow to see what it brings... ::sigh::
well I had to have read over this at least 20 times and i'm not even kiding... I just have the time now to change my journal around and try to make it make more sence... well I am going to go now bye...
I'm real sry for being such a jerk lately...
Maybe I should try to get a better understanding of things before I write in my LJ. yesterday I didn't use the computer that much I got to use it till like 4:30 or so. I didn't have much time to write much yesterday. I wrote what I wrote yesterday because I am sure many of you also got a bad impresion of me from the other day... I just wanted to clear it up that I am not the kinda person that would do anything to hert anyone and (I would give anything for things to be good again) I didn't get to specify what I was talking about yesterday because I was rushed and yelled at to leave the phone line clear...
I just haven't felt like doing much lately I haven't eatin anything in the last 2 days( meaning yesterday and today). I think I am going to go to subway in a little while I don't feel like eating but I am going to get a head ack if I don't... :-/
I went skating with chip and jon a little while ago and I sucked real bad I couldn't land anything I thought about trying some new stuff, like jump the set of stairs near the tenis court and faky 180ing off the 5 set or stairs but I was doing so bad and I thought I would save it for a better day...
I guess I have just been thinking a lot lately. A lot of things such as the good memmories of the past and what the future could bring. And a few other things but I don't want to publicies that... Just things that I have been puting my self down about and making my self feel worse... Kinda stupid I know but I can't help it...
It's still real early and theirs time to go out but I don't know what to do I just feel like sleeping and going threw the day tomorrow to see what it brings... ::sigh::
well I had to have read over this at least 20 times and i'm not even kiding... I just have the time now to change my journal around and try to make it make more sence... well I am going to go now bye...
I'm real sry for being such a jerk lately...