Ho-hum.
Wow. Another lonely, boring night. -sigh-
I really need to find a way to cure my loneliness. I have been feeling so lonely lately, it actually hurts. I had another long talk with myself last night, before I fell asleep. Why can I say things to myself that I can't say to other people? Well, I used to be able to say some of these things to Megan. She is a good listener. However, that was before everything blew up. I can't really talk to her now. I would feel weird talking about it with other people, though. I don't know why that is.
I went out earlier to see a movie and have dinner. I came home hoping to see some of my friends online. I guess everyone was too busy tonight. I should have stayed out. For some strange reason, I got a little angry when I saw no one online. I had to laugh at myself for that. I really don't know why I got angry. Maybe it's a stress thing. I probably need some time away from the Internet. I need more interaction with real, live-and-in-person people. I do much better in person, anyway.
I will be doing a lot of traveling this week. Yay for Frequent Flyer miles! Early Wednesday morning I will be leaving for Boston. I have decided to stay an extra day, so I won't be back until late Thursday/early Friday morning. A friend from New Jersey found out I was going to be in Boston and decided to meet me there. We are planning to see the BOS vs. BAL baseball game Wednesday afternoon, then hit the town and see the sights. It has been over a year since I have seen my friend, and I have never been to Boston. It should be fun.
On Sunday I will be flying back to Jamaica to finalize the deal on my house. That will just be a one day thing, so I will be back sometime late Sunday night.
Okay, that's enough rambling for now. I think I will go out drinking for a while. I have nothing better to do.
I really need to find a way to cure my loneliness. I have been feeling so lonely lately, it actually hurts. I had another long talk with myself last night, before I fell asleep. Why can I say things to myself that I can't say to other people? Well, I used to be able to say some of these things to Megan. She is a good listener. However, that was before everything blew up. I can't really talk to her now. I would feel weird talking about it with other people, though. I don't know why that is.
I went out earlier to see a movie and have dinner. I came home hoping to see some of my friends online. I guess everyone was too busy tonight. I should have stayed out. For some strange reason, I got a little angry when I saw no one online. I had to laugh at myself for that. I really don't know why I got angry. Maybe it's a stress thing. I probably need some time away from the Internet. I need more interaction with real, live-and-in-person people. I do much better in person, anyway.
I will be doing a lot of traveling this week. Yay for Frequent Flyer miles! Early Wednesday morning I will be leaving for Boston. I have decided to stay an extra day, so I won't be back until late Thursday/early Friday morning. A friend from New Jersey found out I was going to be in Boston and decided to meet me there. We are planning to see the BOS vs. BAL baseball game Wednesday afternoon, then hit the town and see the sights. It has been over a year since I have seen my friend, and I have never been to Boston. It should be fun.
On Sunday I will be flying back to Jamaica to finalize the deal on my house. That will just be a one day thing, so I will be back sometime late Sunday night.
Okay, that's enough rambling for now. I think I will go out drinking for a while. I have nothing better to do.