Careful now you’re so beautiful and you’ve convinced yourself that no one else is quite as beautiful
Well, I don’t even know what I can do anymore. Matt and I broke up last night. His feelings for me are not as strong as they used to be. Way to tell me that. Instead, he told one of my friends. That’s awesome. Drag others into a relationship that isn’t even important to you. He still has feelings for Amy, and I was just a rebound girl to try to help him be happy again. I talked with Marya, Greg, and Scott last night. I didn’t get to sleep until after 2. I work up at 5:45 and just went downstairs and talked to my mom. I don’t understand how you can lose feelings for someone when you claim 1. They didn’t do anything wrong. 2. You say there is nobody else. I don’t know what else to do. I didn’t like who he made me become, so I should be happy that it’s over, right? Somehow, I still feel like shit. It’s nice to know that I put everything that I had out on the line. He told me that he didn’t put anything. But now I can’t even stand being in my room. I have flowers, presents, pictures, and just so many fucking memories of him all over the fucking place. Well, i dont know what else to say....thanks to all my friends who put up with me for the past 4 months.
Fuck it.
Fuck it.