It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped into you.
Well, Sunday i found out that I could not drive for a while because of my shakiness..totally sucked!! so matt came into my work on sunday and i cried to him because i was so sad that i cant drive. he stopped by after i got home from work, and he got home from church with 3 roses (2 red and 1 yellow) and a box of Honey Buns..apparently, i'm his "honey bun" and he took me to youth group that night and i got to hang out with steph and found out about how college was going..wonderful. Monday was Valentine's Day and it was great as well. Even though some things made me ill..it was a good day. I went with Matt to take his Coast Guard test and then we visited his dad, went to Harris Teeter, he ate dinner over and then we brought his hamster back to petsmart with his sister..who he cant stand. it was definitely something else. Then Tuesday i worked..Wednesday was the worst day in a long time. I was mean to everyone and totally spazzed out on Matt! I never do that..thats when i realized something was wrong. I cried for a very long time when i got home..and then i went to work..Matt came into see me and to make sure everything was ok..he took the wrap for everything and i didnt want him to do that. I'm the emotional one..i was the one that fucked up. So everything was okay. Then on Thursday i had my doctors appointment..my conjunctivits was taken care of with some steroid! Heck yess!! After lunch we had an assembly and i couldnt sit with megan and kindra because i didnt want to leave steph (a different one..shes new) by herself.. i think they got mad but we all know what its like to be a new kid..so after the assembly megan said how she ahd to talk to me and i started crying after 3rd block bc i knew it was going to be bad and i just didnt think i could deal with it..but she brought it up and was totally awesome about it and things are better now. so i did homework with marya after school then kindra called and her family took me to dinner! Wonderful...we got the 7th grade scoop at the Grid Iron!! Then today i went into school early to take a test..I EVEN DROVE!!!! Then Kindra gave me a pretty red rose.. i had a great day. Then i worked until 9..went and rented the notebook and little black book and matt came and watched little black book with me. Then he left, his mom called my house phone after 11. I'm sorry Mrs. Linn!! I hope she doesnt hate me!! Girls night tomorrow!! I'm so excitedd!! And we're going to see Stephhh!!! I love her..Kindra says she looks like me..when i think about it she kinda does..idk..all i know is shes totally awesome. We're gonna pretend it's Megan's birthday!! I'm so excited!! Well, this weekend will be awesome! FOUR DAY WEEKEND BABY!!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Jenn
Love,
Jenn