really sad
yeah umm. im bored and i have nohting to do so im like updating my journal yay!!! whatever. yeah umm yesterday i found out something about becca and robby but i dont know that mess up all my chances with her and now like im really sad. Yeah i was talking to becca yesterday but she wouldnt tell me what happen even though i do know what happen but i dont know i was acting like i didnt know. Yeah im surprised vanessa called me yesterday cuz she only calls me when she needs to talk to me or tell me something thats going to or already happen. i was right she needed to tell me something but shedidnt cuz my day was fucked up and she said whats the point of telling me me and getting my day even more fucked up and so like i was pissed. Yeah we started talking about why we broke up and stuff like i blamed her for the thing with becca and robby after i told her i was like what the fuck am i doing its not her fault its mine. and so like we were talking and she is like yeah your right its all my fault and i was like no its not yours its mine even though it is. so like yeah then like she stared talking about juan and like how she doesnt want to go out with him and she was like should i tell him and like what should i tell him and so i told her. then like later i was like man i dont think its going to happen anymore(getting back together) and she was like what and i told her and she wasw like hey you might never know and so like i dont know i felt a lil better cuz most of times she says that it happens. so i told her why i thought it wasnt going to happen. i told her that i dont think so because all this shit that was going on with her and juan and me and becca. so like i guess things are going to get a lil better huh??? and later on we were talking about like how band blows and she was like at least we dont do the hand movements(vibrato) yeah and we were talking about becca measuring her ass she told me how big it was ;) she said its 1ft & 10in then i go yeah more cushion for the pushion then she started luaghin the like vanesssa goes yeah for robby and i told her to shut the fucked up. man i dont know i wasnt in the mood yesterday. yeah now like i have to go so yeah i hope some people are happy i finally wrote.