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Oct 20, 2002 01:50

hmm
im really awake, and sort of upset with several people, and i signed online looking for somebody to talk to but i guess in a span of 30 minutes everyone signed off. poopie for that. so the closest i guess i'll get is livejournal. i was gonna call jess but.. i dunno who i'd wake up. although i can't really go into details on here cause you know, stuff happens, people get offended and blah blah. but yeah.. erin you will know what im talking about cause i told you sort of.. but yeah i give up.
ok i typed out all this stuff.. and then i read it and deleted it cause i dont want it on here. makes me sound immature and dumb. but yeah. tomorrow i work pretty much from 12 til whenever.. sadly i won't get to sleep in, because my mom will take it upon herself to wake me up at 8 am, so i can finish my work. she already told me she was planning to.
my family.. well im trying to decide whether i should take all my anger out on- them or myself. why is it all of a sudden so necessary to make my life so miserable. and its like i can't make it up to anyone, no matter what i do. im on strike, i give up on talking to any of them. or anyone else, you all suck. (with a couple exceptions)
thiiissss.. is pointless.
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