hmmmm dis day was.....long lol
2day i went 2 see secret window with tash,twas confusin and scary but very gud i must admit.then i got grounded LOL cos i had a go at the parents for not wantin 2 get 2 planes 2 new york.hmm.for sum1 hu HATES flyin and cries every time ther on a plane,it seems logical 2 not want 2 get on TWO!!but no1 seems 2 care,as long as ther happi on ther holiday,im not sayin i wudnt wanna go,but i wud rather not if it means getin on a plane!!cos ive bin 2 florida recently and they wanna go bak but sum ppl hav neva bin on a plane.so they can see wat thats like for 1 year-OMG one year widout a plane,how wil they cope!!LOL.gawd..tash jst had a go at me cos she stuk her nose in wher shes not wanted.in chrissie and dans business.which even i try not 2 get involved wid.but hes ma best m8!!tash likes 2 think ther m8s but dan hates her guts.lol.she finks she so caring and close 2 him PAH they neva speak!!lol!!me and dan r very close and wer best m8s and always wil b,i luv dan hes gr8!!so.....me n ross broke up,yet agen but we are,as usual,bak 2getha now lol!!it was VERY serious this time,i even cried a little lol.im pathetic i no.he jst kept sayin he didnt wanna go bak then he ses 'i was in a weird mood,i wanna go bak out,i luv u so much,will u go bak out wid me?' but its stupid how i always giv in 2 his stupid sayings like i love u,its not like he means it.wel if he dus hes got a ridiculous way of showing it.sumtimes i feel so.....used and 2nd best.hmm.mayb dats wat relationships r all about?is it?i dnt no,i hav neva had this lona relationship.i do love him tho,with all my heart.we r IN love.ive neva felt dis way about n e 1 b4.hes perfect 4 me and im perfect 4 him-i hope.but i duno if he feels the same,i hope he dus.GOD sum ppl jst like 2 pressure u in2 doing fings u dnt want 2.i mean sum fings need time.u dnt wana rush in2 fings but NO thers always pressure ppl who like 2 mek u feel at ur worst.im past that,i hardley eva listen 2 wat ppl hav 2 say n e mor and pretend ther jst joking cos i cnt b arsed with them n e mor.they do ma head in.wat part of NOT RITE NOW dnt they undastand?how about they focus on ther OWN lives other than mine!!sad-thats wat they r.2moz is another borin day,hope im not stil grounded lol.but il rite soon.luv y'all bye xx