Good Morning
I get the sense that I'm being stupid about something, but I'm not sure what. It's like someone's trying to get my attention but I havn't noticed. I feel like that right now. Who are you?!? Who is calling out my name, dammit!?
Coffee pwnz me. I just ripped through about 3 leases in an hour. Productivity at an all time high, ladies and gents. I've been talking to Dirty Mike about building a new h4xb0x. I rally ought not to blow a grand out of no where on a computer but dammit, it's my primary vice. And hey, seeing as to how I don't have anyone to joyously spend money on lately, I don't feel particulary guilty about treating myself to a nice phat high-end computer. Maybe I'm compensating for something.
Who am I kidding. I wish I had someone I could treat to dinner regularly. I wish I had someone that would accept a bouquet of flowers from me. I wish I had someone that could drag me out for a walk in the park and yap about whatever. I love yapping about whatever. I guess if I was a little closer to my t0 friends I wouldn't really be thinking about this. Maybe it's just because Bob is so damn happy. I love seeing people like that. People who have their default mood set to happy. Well heck, I'm happy. But I'm not full of chipperness and cheerfulness like Bob is. Don't get me wrong, I possess those attributes, just not 5 minutes after I wake up in the morning. I am quite certain that Bob goes to sleep that way and wakes up every day feeling the same.
I'm not complaining. I love my life. Every second of it. But that doesn't keep me from wanting! I want want want want. I like to make other people happy. Who doesn't? The reason people spread happiness is because it makes the happiness you already have that much better. I want to have some good clean wholesome fun with someone on a consistant basis. But hey, the way things are going, i probabaly won't manage to acquire any kind of new companions anytime soon.
Hence, Dirty Mike hooking me up with the phat shit. But, I'm open to change. Seing as to how my company doesn't doesn't take any money out of my paycheck, I'm actually getting paid around 14 or 15 dollars an hour. No taxes to pwn me. So yeah, I can afford a new setup. I should probably be saving money but, I'm going to get another job when school starts. And yeah, I bet if I suddenly started spending money on having a good time with one person in particular, I could afford that too.
I am such an idiot. I'm at work and eating cookies and working on leases and omg, I was just dictating to Mandy and I told her to put in a "number sign" (#) and she spelled it "#sign". Mandy is hilarious. She has a boyfriend in Rhode Island. It is evident that they are very close. For some reason, I like listening to her talk about him. She misses him, ya know? It's heartwarming and stuff.
Anyway, I'm getting out of here in about half an hour so I better put my nose to the grindstone. Trying to get this building finished before I go home. *sigh* And what then, huh? What am I going to do when I go home? I'm going to work out, shower, put on new clothes, eat a fat meal, and then sit on my butt. woot woot. don't be afraid to give me a call if'n yer bored.
;D
Coffee pwnz me. I just ripped through about 3 leases in an hour. Productivity at an all time high, ladies and gents. I've been talking to Dirty Mike about building a new h4xb0x. I rally ought not to blow a grand out of no where on a computer but dammit, it's my primary vice. And hey, seeing as to how I don't have anyone to joyously spend money on lately, I don't feel particulary guilty about treating myself to a nice phat high-end computer. Maybe I'm compensating for something.
Who am I kidding. I wish I had someone I could treat to dinner regularly. I wish I had someone that would accept a bouquet of flowers from me. I wish I had someone that could drag me out for a walk in the park and yap about whatever. I love yapping about whatever. I guess if I was a little closer to my t0 friends I wouldn't really be thinking about this. Maybe it's just because Bob is so damn happy. I love seeing people like that. People who have their default mood set to happy. Well heck, I'm happy. But I'm not full of chipperness and cheerfulness like Bob is. Don't get me wrong, I possess those attributes, just not 5 minutes after I wake up in the morning. I am quite certain that Bob goes to sleep that way and wakes up every day feeling the same.
I'm not complaining. I love my life. Every second of it. But that doesn't keep me from wanting! I want want want want. I like to make other people happy. Who doesn't? The reason people spread happiness is because it makes the happiness you already have that much better. I want to have some good clean wholesome fun with someone on a consistant basis. But hey, the way things are going, i probabaly won't manage to acquire any kind of new companions anytime soon.
Hence, Dirty Mike hooking me up with the phat shit. But, I'm open to change. Seing as to how my company doesn't doesn't take any money out of my paycheck, I'm actually getting paid around 14 or 15 dollars an hour. No taxes to pwn me. So yeah, I can afford a new setup. I should probably be saving money but, I'm going to get another job when school starts. And yeah, I bet if I suddenly started spending money on having a good time with one person in particular, I could afford that too.
I am such an idiot. I'm at work and eating cookies and working on leases and omg, I was just dictating to Mandy and I told her to put in a "number sign" (#) and she spelled it "#sign". Mandy is hilarious. She has a boyfriend in Rhode Island. It is evident that they are very close. For some reason, I like listening to her talk about him. She misses him, ya know? It's heartwarming and stuff.
Anyway, I'm getting out of here in about half an hour so I better put my nose to the grindstone. Trying to get this building finished before I go home. *sigh* And what then, huh? What am I going to do when I go home? I'm going to work out, shower, put on new clothes, eat a fat meal, and then sit on my butt. woot woot. don't be afraid to give me a call if'n yer bored.
;D