Big Update
Well i've not updated in a while so i guess it's about time that i do!
Since i've left sixth form my life hasn't been exctiting, been getting drunk an awful alot, been going to moots, been doing my psychic evenings, celebrating Sabbats ... so the usual really.
This week has been hard work on me though, it's been very demanding and alot of the barriers i built have come down.
Monday: Met with Jo, an Kyrstie .... Fell out with Ollie over something i said when i was drunk .... damnit ... got very drunk after moot and had 4 hrs sleep ! Caz and Mel broke up for 30 mins
Tuesday: No customers for the Psychic Evening, so went to the jolly and i hated it !!
Wednesay: Slept most of the day, which was fun.
Thursday: ONE MONTH TILL BDAY ! WOO !!! Met a great guy on a website my friend gave me, and we started chatting and we are now kinda seeing each other. He is amazing, more about him later ...
Friday: Had a great day with Caz, we went to Great Yarmouth and spent the day there, just shopping .... we were supposed to be meeting billy but that didn't happen cuz of traffic etc. Plus caz nearly crashed on several occasions, AND then at 11pm i got a phone call from Caz in tears so i ran aroun to hers, and nearly died on the way just to find out about Mel staying out late.
Well Ricky .... OMG where do i start ?! He's 22, a footballer from Manchester and he's AMAZING. He has a great personality and just so sweet. We only talked for a few hours and we wanted each other (i kno it's bad!) so we did .... so roll on Nov 12th when it'll be my bday AND my anniversary :p .... he's actually going to pay for me to come up to Manchester an see him, an he's gunna cook for me, an show me around etc. ! I'm sooo happy !!! he's brought down alot of my barriers i put up to stop myself bieng hurt, but he's brought them down with like a loving touch. Somehow it feels goo to be love by someone, and not have to worry about what people thing of you .... *sighs*
Since i've left sixth form my life hasn't been exctiting, been getting drunk an awful alot, been going to moots, been doing my psychic evenings, celebrating Sabbats ... so the usual really.
This week has been hard work on me though, it's been very demanding and alot of the barriers i built have come down.
Monday: Met with Jo, an Kyrstie .... Fell out with Ollie over something i said when i was drunk .... damnit ... got very drunk after moot and had 4 hrs sleep ! Caz and Mel broke up for 30 mins
Tuesday: No customers for the Psychic Evening, so went to the jolly and i hated it !!
Wednesay: Slept most of the day, which was fun.
Thursday: ONE MONTH TILL BDAY ! WOO !!! Met a great guy on a website my friend gave me, and we started chatting and we are now kinda seeing each other. He is amazing, more about him later ...
Friday: Had a great day with Caz, we went to Great Yarmouth and spent the day there, just shopping .... we were supposed to be meeting billy but that didn't happen cuz of traffic etc. Plus caz nearly crashed on several occasions, AND then at 11pm i got a phone call from Caz in tears so i ran aroun to hers, and nearly died on the way just to find out about Mel staying out late.
Well Ricky .... OMG where do i start ?! He's 22, a footballer from Manchester and he's AMAZING. He has a great personality and just so sweet. We only talked for a few hours and we wanted each other (i kno it's bad!) so we did .... so roll on Nov 12th when it'll be my bday AND my anniversary :p .... he's actually going to pay for me to come up to Manchester an see him, an he's gunna cook for me, an show me around etc. ! I'm sooo happy !!! he's brought down alot of my barriers i put up to stop myself bieng hurt, but he's brought them down with like a loving touch. Somehow it feels goo to be love by someone, and not have to worry about what people thing of you .... *sighs*