HHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, i think i am highly pissed off and energetic at this moment. Pissed off because i think no body is gonna read this much less respond, but also that i feel i need to have someone respond to it. AAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am one of those crazed people that is super energetic and has no purpose but to fulfill the materialistic urges in my life. I want a new car, lots of cute fucking clothes, and the money to blow my life away.
I need way more attention than i am receiving, God help me!
On the up note i am coming to terms with myself, i exercise everyday, i am loosing MAD! weight, making the big $$$$$$$ and going to school full time at an awesome liberal commmunity college. What's wrong you ask? I am fucking lonely, i have one friend here, and she has a kid and a man.
I am discovering so much about myself and i have no one to share it with. I am being hard! Difficult! I think i will always feel like this. I realize life is going on for everyone else, but not with me. Yes, i will be wealthy, powerful, ulitmately successful, not to mention extremely beautiful (well hell i already am),but i will be unfulfilled, i think i will just have to give it all up. I will have to make it all first. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i will spontaneously combust, so stand back world, you made me, you are destroying me, you are making me beautiful!
I hope i please me.
I am one of those crazed people that is super energetic and has no purpose but to fulfill the materialistic urges in my life. I want a new car, lots of cute fucking clothes, and the money to blow my life away.
I need way more attention than i am receiving, God help me!
On the up note i am coming to terms with myself, i exercise everyday, i am loosing MAD! weight, making the big $$$$$$$ and going to school full time at an awesome liberal commmunity college. What's wrong you ask? I am fucking lonely, i have one friend here, and she has a kid and a man.
I am discovering so much about myself and i have no one to share it with. I am being hard! Difficult! I think i will always feel like this. I realize life is going on for everyone else, but not with me. Yes, i will be wealthy, powerful, ulitmately successful, not to mention extremely beautiful (well hell i already am),but i will be unfulfilled, i think i will just have to give it all up. I will have to make it all first. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i will spontaneously combust, so stand back world, you made me, you are destroying me, you are making me beautiful!
I hope i please me.