Aug 05, 2003 12:43
I love you. When you push me away, I love you still. If we never talked again you'd forever hold a place in my heart. I will never forget the things that we have done together. And even though you would never admit it I know you feel the same. I know you love me even as you build up the wall between us.
I look at you and this overwhelming sadness fills me cause I can see how much you hold inside. I can feel the war going on inside you, the want to share with someone but not trusting anyone enough to see the real you. Maybe you think we will feel differently about you if you let us see the real you. I can feel you cutting me out of your life. How you look at me and I can see the sadness in your eyes. When we talk I can feel the distance between us growing and pulling us in different directions.
I don't know if you will ever truly realize how absolutely in love I am with you, how much the time I've spent with you affected my life, all the things that I've learned from you - both good and bad. I will treasure every memory and hold it close to me.