*headdesk* fic rec -- book rec -- and rant
I was trying to write an ED (Eternal Destiny) vignette. Because if I can get ANYTHING down about ED, it makes me squee. (Just a bit, a tiny tiny bit, mind you) I enjoy writing down these scenes because someday, I will have the whole damn thing written out. And I will have these scenes to come back to. I will have to polish them, change them and make them so much better than they are. They are teh suck right now, but they are a starting point for my muse. I WANT to write this story and for some reason I lack the focus to do that. Seems like I can't focus on anything for too long. Sometimes I swear I have Adult ADD. But I found a beautiful song that a really awesome songfic was based off of and it's been giving me plot bunnies. (Damn those bunnies) Whisper to the Wild Water by Agentjedi Bad me for not leaving something saying how much I adored his/her fic.
Along with ____chopsticks' awesome SW icons, it made me want more angsty Anakin/Obi-Wan fics. *headdesk again* *smacks her hand* No, Lisa! Bad girl! Finish writing what you've already started and then give into the plot bunnies!! Argh.
Ok... this song is deliciously angsty too. Again, angsty fics/books are my sekkrit addiction. Prime example? When There is Hope by Jane Goodger. If you know this book, then you know the angst that is that book. I've been reincarnated because your real wife was a bitch, my soul is from the future. Hi. ZOMG you betrayed me and now I hate you. But I didn't betray you, you have no faith in me and I still love you but I cannot live without you, so I will just let myself die. Wait. I don't want you to die. I will give you another chance, but only because I feel guilty, not because I love you and you are my sekkrit addictive!crack, woman! Let's have secs and make ze babies! WOOO! Happily ever after! Damn good reading. What? So I'm pervy, like we didn't know that already. If you like angst, read this book. I swear, you'll bawl like a baby.
Anyway, this song, it's just dripping with angst. Woo!
Breathing
I'm so scared you'll let go of that fragile thread
linking me to your tired heart, always beating,
but trying so hard when you're breathing
'cause if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
I break down, walking out of your room, lie down
and pretend that I'm dead-- don't cry--
here's the air in my lungs, please, try: take and use it
'cause if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
take my heart, it's stronger and it will serve you well...
She's still breathing...
Serve you well...
and if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
you let go of my hand, but I'm holding on
fighting shadows on empty walls: something's breaking
and when it falls, I'll be screaming that--
if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
take my heart, it's stronger and it will serve you well...
She's still breathing...
She's still breathing...
BTW, these words can be found at the fic above. Definintely worth a look. I really enjoyed it.
BACK TO ME. hehehe Can I beat back the plot bunnies with a heavy wooden object? It's wrong that I have this particular plot bunny bleating at me to write it and yet... Writer's block. WTF. Ergh. I just wanna write. Damn it. I need to go back to contemplating this vignette. Kay? Mwah. Love ya'll.
Along with ____chopsticks' awesome SW icons, it made me want more angsty Anakin/Obi-Wan fics. *headdesk again* *smacks her hand* No, Lisa! Bad girl! Finish writing what you've already started and then give into the plot bunnies!! Argh.
Ok... this song is deliciously angsty too. Again, angsty fics/books are my sekkrit addiction. Prime example? When There is Hope by Jane Goodger. If you know this book, then you know the angst that is that book. I've been reincarnated because your real wife was a bitch, my soul is from the future. Hi. ZOMG you betrayed me and now I hate you. But I didn't betray you, you have no faith in me and I still love you but I cannot live without you, so I will just let myself die. Wait. I don't want you to die. I will give you another chance, but only because I feel guilty, not because I love you and you are my sekkrit addictive!crack, woman! Let's have secs and make ze babies! WOOO! Happily ever after! Damn good reading. What? So I'm pervy, like we didn't know that already. If you like angst, read this book. I swear, you'll bawl like a baby.
Anyway, this song, it's just dripping with angst. Woo!
Breathing
I'm so scared you'll let go of that fragile thread
linking me to your tired heart, always beating,
but trying so hard when you're breathing
'cause if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
I break down, walking out of your room, lie down
and pretend that I'm dead-- don't cry--
here's the air in my lungs, please, try: take and use it
'cause if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
take my heart, it's stronger and it will serve you well...
She's still breathing...
Serve you well...
and if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
you let go of my hand, but I'm holding on
fighting shadows on empty walls: something's breaking
and when it falls, I'll be screaming that--
if I could, then I would be breathing for you now
I would shed my skin, share my flesh and blood with you
take my heart, it's stronger and it will serve you well...
She's still breathing...
She's still breathing...
BTW, these words can be found at the fic above. Definintely worth a look. I really enjoyed it.
BACK TO ME. hehehe Can I beat back the plot bunnies with a heavy wooden object? It's wrong that I have this particular plot bunny bleating at me to write it and yet... Writer's block. WTF. Ergh. I just wanna write. Damn it. I need to go back to contemplating this vignette. Kay? Mwah. Love ya'll.