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So, Finals are over. I did pretty good on them too, which was a relief.
Summer's here, and I'm babysitting. It could be worse I guess.
I just went to Denis' to get my sister and her friend some lunch, and there was a donation place for Mike's Memorial Fund.
I still can't help but think about it. I really need to go see him, but I don't want to go with anyone. Maybe I'll take a real long bike ride or walk. And still, still I am no closer to coming to terms with it. I don't get it, I don't want to get it, I don't even know what I feel anymore. It's not really able to be described.
On the way home I came to the conclusion that everything is ruled by emotions, and yet sometime emotions can be so downplayed it's disgusting. When you get down to it, everything that we do, or everything that is caused by us can relate back to some emotion. There was some kind of bigger connection that I made in my head, but it's too hard to explain.
I've never written an entry like this, and it feels really really good.
Summer's here, and I'm babysitting. It could be worse I guess.
I just went to Denis' to get my sister and her friend some lunch, and there was a donation place for Mike's Memorial Fund.
I still can't help but think about it. I really need to go see him, but I don't want to go with anyone. Maybe I'll take a real long bike ride or walk. And still, still I am no closer to coming to terms with it. I don't get it, I don't want to get it, I don't even know what I feel anymore. It's not really able to be described.
On the way home I came to the conclusion that everything is ruled by emotions, and yet sometime emotions can be so downplayed it's disgusting. When you get down to it, everything that we do, or everything that is caused by us can relate back to some emotion. There was some kind of bigger connection that I made in my head, but it's too hard to explain.
I've never written an entry like this, and it feels really really good.