Oyeee
Okay so what an interesting day... I always seem to have interesting days. I had a huge ass art history exam this morning... but that seems like 2 days ago now... I then went to Honors 230, and I can honestly say I don't remember ANYTHING! Then I came back to my room, and tried to study, but yeah so that didn't happen. I then went to semesters to meet COLADA e-board to hang up fliers, and Marissa turned up late, so i had to leave before we started, so I could drive to Eastern to hang up fliers and see Luke! What a nightmare I-84 was, bahh, it took an hour and a half to get there, but then it was so nice to see luke. We hung up fliers at eastern and had dinner, I think eastern's food is better than ours, but then again, I dunno... i'm sure it could get old fast. I dunno, been thinking about things i dunno.... everything is so confusing. Emotionally I just don't know what to feel. It was good talking to luke about things. I do love dillon so much, but sometimes its so hard to understand my feelings. I also found out my Dad and sharon are over with, and that makes me so sad. I don't know, i just wish dillon would believe I would never say he is on drugs, cause I don't believe that. I just wouldn't say that and i'm frustrated that certain people would say that, when they weren't involved in any conversation about it... they only overheard and assumed. What does one do about it, i'm just ignoring it because if i approach it, its just going to make things worse. I miss him so much. I dunno, I'm being strong and doing well... and I'm happy with myself and my life, and I'm waking up smiling and I'm actually sleeping again, but I do miss him, and I feel like someday he'll come around. Luke is a good friend and I'm so thankful that he helped me with my fliers today! Well its time to go to sleep... at least I really want to sleep. I love dillon with all my heart and soul, and will never ever forget him... so god please help me to recieve peace.