Life is a Highway
Life is a highway and i'm taking every turn as it comes. I'm thrown now for a loop that i have to just see where I end up after it all. I find myself falling into something I never expected, and feel guilty about, and know i shouldn't feel guilty about, but I do anyway because I feel like I am suppose to be waiting around, and like I am suppose to be sad still, but I'm not. I'm not sad anymore, and I feel so good about things lately. I feel so good about last night and the events that unfolded, it was so nice to understand someone else understands the situation so well. We are BOTH scared to death, and it almost makes it worth it. We are both terrified of this idea but yet we both want something, and its wonderfully slow. I feel like a little kid in a candy shop. "can't get out, cant get you outta my mind..." doesn't that sum it up completely. I am so confused about all of this cause i feel so guilty about not being sad or waiting around, but like I'm happy, and I am so happy he doesn't want to rush into things either. I guess the best advice as Elizabeth said is "take one day at a time." Going to Quinnipiac to see Kurk and Jenny and I'm excited, should be interesting since i haven't seen him since january... and before that england. Wow... Yeah for england boys!!! :P Who knows what the rest of the night will bring, perhaps i'll have a visitor! :)