how.

[jyestha]

I thought that I was done with this panic.  Although I have a problem even calling it panic, it is the closest thing that I could explain it as.  My heart races and my stomach drops and I zoom out.  Too far out, seeing the minutiae of life disappear and I can't grasp on to anything.  I want to see the broader pattern, to know for certain that

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[goldenburning]

GAH I MISS YOU