don't wake up.
last night I had a super weird dream. Weirder than normal.
I can't remember how I got to this part but I had a son. He was blonde and around 4 years old.
I remember calling him Carter and Jack (which are two of my favorite boy names) and we were playing near a beach or something.
I remember being so happy just me and him there. I knew that in my dream I had gotten pregnant young and kept him. Me and the father weren't together, but I knew who the father was (which was even weirder...)
Jack would run up to me and smile and run after waves and stuff.
but the part that was even more odd was I saw my friend Laura and this was the conversation,
"how's Jack?"
"I know this is a dream, but I don't want to wake up because I don't think I'll ever be happier than this moment."
I knew that I was dreaming and it took everything in me to not wake up.
but when I woke up, I felt lonely. I was missing someone who doesn't even exist. I really did.
I saw a kid on the metro today and I felt sad.
I don't even know what that means.
I can't remember how I got to this part but I had a son. He was blonde and around 4 years old.
I remember calling him Carter and Jack (which are two of my favorite boy names) and we were playing near a beach or something.
I remember being so happy just me and him there. I knew that in my dream I had gotten pregnant young and kept him. Me and the father weren't together, but I knew who the father was (which was even weirder...)
Jack would run up to me and smile and run after waves and stuff.
but the part that was even more odd was I saw my friend Laura and this was the conversation,
"how's Jack?"
"I know this is a dream, but I don't want to wake up because I don't think I'll ever be happier than this moment."
I knew that I was dreaming and it took everything in me to not wake up.
but when I woke up, I felt lonely. I was missing someone who doesn't even exist. I really did.
I saw a kid on the metro today and I felt sad.
I don't even know what that means.