societal hypocrisy.
I had a bunch of things that I wanted to say. Really important things, but now when the page loaded my mind went blank and I now have nothing to talk about.
I can start by saying that I haven't bitten my nails in two weeks, and I have nails. They get super dirty super fast, they seem brittle, but fuck it, I haven't had nails in a long time, so I am happy.
there was a guy who came to the copy center yesterday and was getting flyers made to (maybe) promote a show that his band had. I was thinking, some people know that they might not ever make it in the music industry but they still play. They still search out gigs, they still practice. Why? because they fucking love it. I've never loved anything that much in my entire life. I want to wake up excited about something that I know I want to potentially do for the rest of my life.
Right now, the only thing I want to do is stay in bed, surf facebook, tumblr and watch movies. I don't want to go into work. I can't stand it. It's so hard for me to not call in sick and be like, "hey, I hate this job. go fuck yourself." But I need money therefore I cannot quit.
In good news, I am going to see Tanya tomorrow. I haven't seen her in A LONG TIME. and I miss that bitch lol.
AND I GET TO SEE KYANNA!! Who is so adorable when she is laughing. I'm already thinking about her Christmas present. It's gonna be amazing. I'm thinking that it should be great because she's is twenty months (1 year and half) so she will really understand Christmas this time around.
I can start by saying that I haven't bitten my nails in two weeks, and I have nails. They get super dirty super fast, they seem brittle, but fuck it, I haven't had nails in a long time, so I am happy.
there was a guy who came to the copy center yesterday and was getting flyers made to (maybe) promote a show that his band had. I was thinking, some people know that they might not ever make it in the music industry but they still play. They still search out gigs, they still practice. Why? because they fucking love it. I've never loved anything that much in my entire life. I want to wake up excited about something that I know I want to potentially do for the rest of my life.
Right now, the only thing I want to do is stay in bed, surf facebook, tumblr and watch movies. I don't want to go into work. I can't stand it. It's so hard for me to not call in sick and be like, "hey, I hate this job. go fuck yourself." But I need money therefore I cannot quit.
In good news, I am going to see Tanya tomorrow. I haven't seen her in A LONG TIME. and I miss that bitch lol.
AND I GET TO SEE KYANNA!! Who is so adorable when she is laughing. I'm already thinking about her Christmas present. It's gonna be amazing. I'm thinking that it should be great because she's is twenty months (1 year and half) so she will really understand Christmas this time around.