be what they need you to be.
I felt a lot of anger. A lot.
he said one sentence. And tonight I thought about it. And I just boiled. inside, oh wow it hurt me. It was like... what? I don't even know why I thought about it. I don't.
everything is getting to me. I need new. I feel that thing where if I don't do something different I am going to fucking blow.
2009 was supposed to be different. supposed to be better.
instead, I couldn't hold down a job, I couldn't stay in one place. I was depressed, leaving, traveling the country but not really, huge family problems, huge life changing falling outs, finalizing endings.
ask me again why I am not the optimistic girl I used to be?
because I've become too jaded to ever hope for something more.
he said one sentence. And tonight I thought about it. And I just boiled. inside, oh wow it hurt me. It was like... what? I don't even know why I thought about it. I don't.
everything is getting to me. I need new. I feel that thing where if I don't do something different I am going to fucking blow.
2009 was supposed to be different. supposed to be better.
instead, I couldn't hold down a job, I couldn't stay in one place. I was depressed, leaving, traveling the country but not really, huge family problems, huge life changing falling outs, finalizing endings.
ask me again why I am not the optimistic girl I used to be?
because I've become too jaded to ever hope for something more.