do you like it here?
ugh. It still gets to me sometimes that he knew me like that.
I hate that.
I gave nothing but yet he was like, um yep, reading between your lines.
stop with the reading.
anyways, boy crush is over I think, at least until I see him again lol. He is just so pretty. But not like, "Chace Crawford gay-face" pretty. but just a wow, that is a pretty boy who you know is moer than just surface material.
You know what's weird?
of course you don't, you are a computer generated screen. But I'll tell you anways.
I tend to fall for people who play the same sport.
I had my hockey/soccer player years (those were some good years)
Then we would on to the bat games:
i.e. baseball.
I need to fall for a tennis player. or badminton. Or god, give me an air hockey player.
I'll settle for cricket.
Let's go reallllllly out of the ordinary.
anyways I was just thinking about how unfair it was that he knew me but then he I am, wondering who he is. And I kind of sort of hate that.
p.s. I think I have a crush on someone, wait for it, older than me.
Cougar years are gone.