the pressure is pushing and it's not going to break
just to clarify this:
yes I am insane.
yes I have committment issues.
yes I have a tendency of falling for young guys. coughsummerofzachcough
yes it's 1:30 in the a.m. and I should be sleeping
yes I am wearing curious George Pyjama pants
yes I am hoping that the person that I am thinking about reads this and gets jealous
yes I do realize that it's not going to happen and that I am crazy and stupid
yes I wish I knew what he meant when he added those words onto what I wrote
yes the jewish holidays remind me of him
yes I am so not wanting him, except in the relationshippy, hold my hand, send me dirty text messages way, but that's way normal right?
yes I am aware of how pathetic I am
no I don't think that I will ever change
no I don't have to justify it
but yes I do want to just stop thinking about him even for an hour. and I don't want to remember to forget him. I want to just not think about him
yes I did just re-read "the perks of being a wallflower"
and yes, for some reason, it got to me more this time that it did the other two times that I read it.
and yes, I do fall in love on a daily basis with several different people
and oh yeah, I do sometimes wish that they would fall in love with me.
and I do kind of wish that I could have sex with Daniel Radcliffe.
yes, I would choose Harry over Edward.
but I would take Robert Pattinson's nose. because I love a man with a manly nose.
wow, I just need to stop talking now don't I?
yes.