long brown hair, foolish eyes.
WOW, it's been awhile. This is coming off of writing like 4 entries a day, and then like two weeks of nothing. I hate that I felt so lazy to update. I am even contemplating not submitting this, because it is pointless and boring and whatever, but I have to write something to make myself feel alright lol.
I haven't written in here, or my hand written journal for a fucking long time. I just recently started to update my tumblr again regularly, and I made TWO youtube videos. TWO! I go almost two months without making shit all, and then in one day, I make TWO! I felt accomplished. ( I am going to post the one of me and my dog, because he is cute and you should all see him... and by you all I mean, the one person who actually reads my journal lol)
alright so: Let's do some filling in in point form and then if there is anything that you wish me to elaborate on later, just let me know and I will.
tanya is getting married
bridesmaid dress dilemma
bachelorette party crisis (urg)
TRIP TO VANCOUVER ON JULY 22ND!!
Michelle coming back for a weekend because of a fight with Tom
my heart breaking a bit
working my ass of and getting no credit
money issues. big money issues. sigh.
still haven't forgiven my mom.
had a meltdown about a week ago.
woke up to fiona screaming at my mom about what a failure I am in life
obsessed with the killers
my scars all over my legs being disgusting
wanting to wear skirts and dresses, but can't. see above.
falling in love with NPH. for real.
Tyler Oakley.
having a crush on someone who has a girlfriend. always the case eh?
having no energy to do anything
the new camera doesn't look like it's happening soon.
ROAD TRIP WITH KRISTALYN. (that I will go into)
planning weddings
fear of committment.
fucked fucked fucked up dreams
craving salty chips and dip. oh god.
I think that's all. It's stupid, but it's good to get out. I need a job. I am seriously thinking about going back to Bureau en gros just because I need fast money, and I don't want to hooker myself out lol.
alright, I promise that I will update more (more of a promise to myself) and quotes of the day will make a triumphant return, that I promise.
did I mention that I am obsessed with the killers? because Brandon flowers voice, soothes me and gets me excited about nothing all at the same time.
OH, and I made a header for my journal, so you should look at it, because I am proud of it. like very proud. conceited? yes. Sorry about that lol.