Writer's Block: Meant to Be?
The thing is I used to believe in fate. I would think that there was someone out there for me, and no matter what we would end up together and over come obstacles. Or even if it wasn't about romantic relationships, I thought that my dream career would work itself out. But then I kept chosing things that kept fucking me over. and over. But I was all like, "no, it's meant to be. It's okay that I am with this person, but I want the other one more. It's how it's supposed to be." oh young, naive child!
But then something changed and I don't even know what it is. But I just decided that I think fate is a stupid notion that people thought of to convince themselves that shit was going to get better in the worst circumstances.
I actually really don't like the idea that my life is chosen for me. that it doesn't matter what choices I make. I don't like knowing that my life has already been played out, and now this is just a repeat. I want to make my own choices, and make my own path.
I think only people desperate for something believe in fate.
this is why I'm weird. I am sometimes so desperate for something, and then boom it happens. I chalk it up fate. But then I am like nahhh, that's not right, it's luck. Or meh, whatever happens, happens. I always think like that. for everyone.
(I think I got a bit off topic...)
conclusion: no I don't believe in fate, because for the simple fact that I hate that there is a potential for my life to be already made up for me.
if that was so... then I wouldn't be here now would I?
But then something changed and I don't even know what it is. But I just decided that I think fate is a stupid notion that people thought of to convince themselves that shit was going to get better in the worst circumstances.
I actually really don't like the idea that my life is chosen for me. that it doesn't matter what choices I make. I don't like knowing that my life has already been played out, and now this is just a repeat. I want to make my own choices, and make my own path.
I think only people desperate for something believe in fate.
this is why I'm weird. I am sometimes so desperate for something, and then boom it happens. I chalk it up fate. But then I am like nahhh, that's not right, it's luck. Or meh, whatever happens, happens. I always think like that. for everyone.
(I think I got a bit off topic...)
conclusion: no I don't believe in fate, because for the simple fact that I hate that there is a potential for my life to be already made up for me.
if that was so... then I wouldn't be here now would I?