slash the tires, but leave the keys.
I haven't written a REAL entry in a little while. so I figure that I'll give it a try now.
I am going to start to clean my room today, because it is getting to me so much. sososososomuch. I have all of this shit that I don't need and all of this shit that I don't want, but I just let it pile up. about a year and a bit ago, I did a major purge of everything. Anything that I hasn't used in awhile I asked myself, "do I need this?" and if I hesitated in answer I threw the thing out. It was good. I felt that I could breathe. Now I can't.
I hate my blinds, so I am thinking of ripping them down and just putting up a sheet for now, because I've had them for 9 years and I want to cry, that's how much I hate them. (yes I am aware of how much a chick I sound right now)
Last night I updated my twitter page, I updated my tumblr and I made a playlist. I felt productive even though I essentially did nothing lol.
OH. I talked to Michelle last night, she's at her aunt's in Vancouver so she had access to a phone. So we talked for over an hour about her and the little nugget. I can't wait for her to come home so I can see the belly. And I want her to come back here so badly, because I couldn't stand to be away from the kid once its born.
Yeah, I know I'll be in Ottawa, but It's not that far away. I can come home weekends to see her. But Vancouver? that's a different story. I do want to go there so bad. Like it's not even funny how much I miss Zack. When he called me last year on my birthday, I cried. then got mad at him for making me cry, but that's how much it sucks not to be able to talk to him on a daily basis. oh gosh. I'm getting sentimental. I just hate it when the few people that I actually care about leave me. childish? yes. do I care? no. lol.
alright, so this was my entry. Most probably not the last entry of the day, as per usual lol.
I am going to start to clean my room today, because it is getting to me so much. sososososomuch. I have all of this shit that I don't need and all of this shit that I don't want, but I just let it pile up. about a year and a bit ago, I did a major purge of everything. Anything that I hasn't used in awhile I asked myself, "do I need this?" and if I hesitated in answer I threw the thing out. It was good. I felt that I could breathe. Now I can't.
I hate my blinds, so I am thinking of ripping them down and just putting up a sheet for now, because I've had them for 9 years and I want to cry, that's how much I hate them. (yes I am aware of how much a chick I sound right now)
Last night I updated my twitter page, I updated my tumblr and I made a playlist. I felt productive even though I essentially did nothing lol.
OH. I talked to Michelle last night, she's at her aunt's in Vancouver so she had access to a phone. So we talked for over an hour about her and the little nugget. I can't wait for her to come home so I can see the belly. And I want her to come back here so badly, because I couldn't stand to be away from the kid once its born.
Yeah, I know I'll be in Ottawa, but It's not that far away. I can come home weekends to see her. But Vancouver? that's a different story. I do want to go there so bad. Like it's not even funny how much I miss Zack. When he called me last year on my birthday, I cried. then got mad at him for making me cry, but that's how much it sucks not to be able to talk to him on a daily basis. oh gosh. I'm getting sentimental. I just hate it when the few people that I actually care about leave me. childish? yes. do I care? no. lol.
alright, so this was my entry. Most probably not the last entry of the day, as per usual lol.