do the things

[jybeliever]

you know when you feel like something is fundamentally wrong? like something that used to be good is now completely fucked up rotten but it's hidden so deep and you don't know what it is...

right now, I feel like that. I know there is something waiting underneath me to explode and I can't feel it out, or calm it down or anything.

kind of unnerving to say the least