escape the nest
another dream again:
I was hanging out with a work friend and their friends and we were all going somewhere that required a car, so I was like cool and I had been flirting but then not really. It was like we were too shy to actually be cute towards each other. Before we were leaving, I was like I have to let my dog outside. So I put him on a chain and let him roam around. Then we were like let's go! So I ended up in the car with him solo. And as we got to the house where we were going, I was like shit, I left my dog outside. So he immediately starts the car again and begins to drive.
"where are you going?"
"back to your place so we can get your dog."
It was so adorable that I didn't even have to ask him, he was just all volunteer and shit. but for some reason, I was all, my dog can let himself in the house. So we stayed in the car and kind of had a moment and then my friend cock blocked (or twat swatted) me by opening the car door and being all COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNN! so I was like ugh, okay. so I told him that I would speak to him later and he was like, "I hope so, cause I really like talking to you." all quietly and shit. and I was like, AW. so then I had to walk up some stairs while my friend was all, "yo do you like him?" and I was shaking my head and nodding at the same time, which you can really only do in dreams lol.
I was on the main floor of my friends house and everyone else was upstairs. But the upstairs had like beams you had to cross with no railings and a potential of death by falling. So I was FREAKED OUT. but he was there and he was like, "I had to jump over this to get here, now just fucking do it so we can do this."
so my dream was a big metaphor. In order to maybe end up being with the person I have to fucking brave it. Because the one thing that scares me about falling in love, is the actual falling part. Because you fucking fall. And if that person decides that they don't love you back, they just don't catch you. And yeah, that sucks.
so I gotta face the fall to make it over the fear I have.
my dreams are deep man. Doesn't mean I'm gonna do what they tell me lol.
I was hanging out with a work friend and their friends and we were all going somewhere that required a car, so I was like cool and I had been flirting but then not really. It was like we were too shy to actually be cute towards each other. Before we were leaving, I was like I have to let my dog outside. So I put him on a chain and let him roam around. Then we were like let's go! So I ended up in the car with him solo. And as we got to the house where we were going, I was like shit, I left my dog outside. So he immediately starts the car again and begins to drive.
"where are you going?"
"back to your place so we can get your dog."
It was so adorable that I didn't even have to ask him, he was just all volunteer and shit. but for some reason, I was all, my dog can let himself in the house. So we stayed in the car and kind of had a moment and then my friend cock blocked (or twat swatted) me by opening the car door and being all COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNN! so I was like ugh, okay. so I told him that I would speak to him later and he was like, "I hope so, cause I really like talking to you." all quietly and shit. and I was like, AW. so then I had to walk up some stairs while my friend was all, "yo do you like him?" and I was shaking my head and nodding at the same time, which you can really only do in dreams lol.
I was on the main floor of my friends house and everyone else was upstairs. But the upstairs had like beams you had to cross with no railings and a potential of death by falling. So I was FREAKED OUT. but he was there and he was like, "I had to jump over this to get here, now just fucking do it so we can do this."
so my dream was a big metaphor. In order to maybe end up being with the person I have to fucking brave it. Because the one thing that scares me about falling in love, is the actual falling part. Because you fucking fall. And if that person decides that they don't love you back, they just don't catch you. And yeah, that sucks.
so I gotta face the fall to make it over the fear I have.
my dreams are deep man. Doesn't mean I'm gonna do what they tell me lol.