drrum
I was just listening to music, but it's raining outside, so I am now listening to that. I like the sound of cars driving on wet pavement. I know why, but I wanna keep somethings a mystery.
My cable in my room has been out for like 2 days now. Don't know why. Don't really care. It's refreshing to not have a buzzing noise playing, or flipping through channels to find 4 minutes of a show to watch before I flip again to find something else to avoid commericals.
yeah, so I admitted it to myself not too long ago (read: days) that I like him. why I like him? who the fuck knows why. I'm messed up, but it's okay. and then it's not okay. I hate this. like a stupendous amount of hate is what I have right now.
I haven't written anything in awhile, but I might start again.
I still have to go through some shit in my room: clean under my bed (not that messy I swear!), a box of random, my books, and dvds. And then I am going to clean out my closet again. Because the things I told myself to wear by June haven't been worn, so I'm tossing them.
that's what I need. fucking forget the old shit and just bring new shit into my life. I don't need to be so stressed out about everything and worried and bleh. I'm 21. I want to do something.
maybe I'll shave my legs.
My cable in my room has been out for like 2 days now. Don't know why. Don't really care. It's refreshing to not have a buzzing noise playing, or flipping through channels to find 4 minutes of a show to watch before I flip again to find something else to avoid commericals.
yeah, so I admitted it to myself not too long ago (read: days) that I like him. why I like him? who the fuck knows why. I'm messed up, but it's okay. and then it's not okay. I hate this. like a stupendous amount of hate is what I have right now.
I haven't written anything in awhile, but I might start again.
I still have to go through some shit in my room: clean under my bed (not that messy I swear!), a box of random, my books, and dvds. And then I am going to clean out my closet again. Because the things I told myself to wear by June haven't been worn, so I'm tossing them.
that's what I need. fucking forget the old shit and just bring new shit into my life. I don't need to be so stressed out about everything and worried and bleh. I'm 21. I want to do something.
maybe I'll shave my legs.