killer instinct
alright, so I've decided. I know what it's going to be. It's still going to say heart because of what it means to me, but I have tweaked it a bit and I am now in LOVE with it. It's hard to explain what I tweaked it to but I'm getting it done of friday, so pics to come.
and I am going to get my haircut.
new tat and new hair, so It'll be one step into the new life I want to have.
Then I am going to clean out my room and get rid of a bunch of shit I've been holding onto, cause I tend to do that- a lot.
And then I feel that when I have that stuff done, I can really start to work on the other aspects.
so yeah, that means therapy again, cause I know I need it. but at least this time I am all like, yeah I need it. so maybe this depression/apathetic bull shit will go away (for at least awhile.) and maybe they'll give me drugs again.
yay.
OKAY SO: TATTOO IS A GO! AM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED CANNOT EVEN DEAL! I want friday to be here like now. please. now.
and I am going to get my haircut.
new tat and new hair, so It'll be one step into the new life I want to have.
Then I am going to clean out my room and get rid of a bunch of shit I've been holding onto, cause I tend to do that- a lot.
And then I feel that when I have that stuff done, I can really start to work on the other aspects.
so yeah, that means therapy again, cause I know I need it. but at least this time I am all like, yeah I need it. so maybe this depression/apathetic bull shit will go away (for at least awhile.) and maybe they'll give me drugs again.
yay.
OKAY SO: TATTOO IS A GO! AM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED CANNOT EVEN DEAL! I want friday to be here like now. please. now.