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Well, I went over to Lindasay's to talk some things over. It seems the FTF or friends with bennies idea wasn't working out for her, or working too well depending on how you look at it. She wants us to be exclusive, and at this point I'm thinking it might be a good idea. I've already said yes to her and now we're "more than friends". Great title huh? Anyway, this happend a couple days ago. Tonight was the first night since that I've seem Meredith, and god was she beautiful. I still love her. I still miss her, and I'll always have a place for her in my heart, but I felt like I was holding out for something that wasn't going to happen.... I told her that I would wait for her.... that I'd be there if she ever wanted me... but I guess I decided that wasn't healthy. Or fair to me.. or her really. That's all I have to say right now. Maybe more later.