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Okay today was wack. I've honestly had pretty okay days for the last two days so I knew I had to have my bad one eventually.
I was sitting on a bench with Eddie and Betty while bitching about 2nd period. I said "God, I HATE our English class" while our dear Ms. Bollman-Little passed by. I did not want to be in class that day. That 45 minutes lasted longer than any normal day. I seriously wanted to stab myself but her eyes did that well enough for me.
I finally figured out what's been wrong (at least with one of my ex -friend's-) from Anthony. He didn't say a word but I could tell. It's because of my stupid jokes and sick humor. Heh. I'm not going to bother going back to every single damn thing I've said since the 11th grade but I will say that I have changed now. I don't even want to joke around or be that open with anyone anymore unless it's like Stacy or Anthony or Kim or Aleks or yeah okay I'm going to stop listing...
Then I come home to my dad and he starts a random argument out of nowhere. I swear that man has a book of ways to start fights with the family. Grrrr why won't 1:00 AM come already?
But this pretty music is makin' me feel okay...
*EDIT* Oh yeah thank you Irving for ze Interpol et zee Arcade Fire CDs!
I was sitting on a bench with Eddie and Betty while bitching about 2nd period. I said "God, I HATE our English class" while our dear Ms. Bollman-Little passed by. I did not want to be in class that day. That 45 minutes lasted longer than any normal day. I seriously wanted to stab myself but her eyes did that well enough for me.
I finally figured out what's been wrong (at least with one of my ex -friend's-) from Anthony. He didn't say a word but I could tell. It's because of my stupid jokes and sick humor. Heh. I'm not going to bother going back to every single damn thing I've said since the 11th grade but I will say that I have changed now. I don't even want to joke around or be that open with anyone anymore unless it's like Stacy or Anthony or Kim or Aleks or yeah okay I'm going to stop listing...
Then I come home to my dad and he starts a random argument out of nowhere. I swear that man has a book of ways to start fights with the family. Grrrr why won't 1:00 AM come already?
But this pretty music is makin' me feel okay...
*EDIT* Oh yeah thank you Irving for ze Interpol et zee Arcade Fire CDs!