e.r,
wowwww rough night. soo i spent the night in the emergency room last night for anxiety attacks and depression and suicidal attempts.. new medication, atarax 25mg for anxiety. fucking bullshit. they couldve gave me something better like valium at least. fuck my life. and i got in a fight with adam. over nothing. but i know hes losing inerest in me. its probably because im so dull and quiet lately, because im gaining weight. great, im losing someone amazing because im fat. HELP. PLEASE IM FUCKING BEGGING FOR HELPP