11 weeks
11 weeks since my last post. thats a bitch of a long time. nothing new really. same weight. same depression. same hobbies. new school. NOT the same boyfriend. after over two years i finally dumped trevor. he treats me like shit. he doesnt listen. he doesnt know me or bother to try. i'll be in his car having an anxiety attack crying and he wont want to talk and calm me down, he'll sit and watch me kill myself inside. im cutting off the outside world again. back to posting <3 i feel better already. NEW LAP TOP IN 3 MONTHS. that means daily posting. this shit computer makes everything difficult. back to my diet. I NEED HELP AGAIN. fuck i have to stop letting go. oh well, im in two gym classes this year so i'll be having work outs non stop every single day. all i need to work on now is actually going to school, quitting drugs maybe, and not eating. i just have to remind myself to ss&tt. <3