the nights are becoming long and lonely
I hate Sundays. I know I already updated for today but I am so gosh darn bored that I am going crazy with thoughts. To make matters worse, I don't have my Carmelita to talk to online. I don't know where she is, or what she's doing, but she isn't online!! WTF?! This like never happens!! Anyway, right now I am thinking about things and people I don't want to think about because it gets me all moody and I don't want to be moody but it's too late because I'm already thinking about what I'm thinking about. <-Did that make sense?? Ahh man, I think I'm going crazy fa*word yo!! OK I'm not going to poor out my heart and soul into this thing because who know's who reads it besides the people I have listed as friends so I am definitely going to go and Idk.. go crazy I guess lol. <-Ahh definitely sound like a nutcase here!! -Jessica♥