Casual Sex
Today I woke up to having to get ready for my little nieces birthday party in 954. I was so thrilled. NOT! My cousin came over before to drop off the presents for my niece since the 3 cousins couldn't make it to the party. She came over with a friend of hers that was in town. It was weird everyone was on one side of the house and I was in the office and suddenly my cousins friend totally walked into the office and just sat on my lap and started making out with me. It was one of the weirdest things that's happened in awhile. Some really hot like 29year old just walking in and making out with you and such.
After that I left with a smile on my face. Totally past out during the drive up since I forgot my ipod. The birthday party was lame and really bothering me because all these flashbacks have been coming to me about the past summer with Katie. It got to the point that I almost called Katie to say hi since I haven't in awhile but I decided against it and will see what will happen. Hung out with my uncle and aunt who I haven't seen in awhile. Was weird seeing my sisters friend who I totally have had a crush on since I was little. Another crazy thing happened I was walking out of the bathroom she was walking towards the girls bathroom and totally pulled me aside and gave me her number and kissed me on the lips. Something is wrong it felt like the world was spinning on a different axis today. Eventually left after trying to leave for ages so I could goto the laser show. Totally missed it of course like usual.
Got home and took a nap for awhile. Of course I couldn't sleep and woke up and have been eating shit online and listening to music. Literally this week-end has sucked tremendously. One thing that has been really cool is the conversations I've had today. Zasha called today while on the way back and got some good news. Hopefully everything will work out so she won't have to have surgery. Even though I stayed home I had great conversation with Soleil, Sara, and little bit with Lori. Its nice to know that I haven't completely lost my skill of seeing into someone really deep without being around them much at all. Sometimes I get scared how good I get not to mention I'm sure it freaks them out even more. Sometimes you just have to play like your dumb when the truth is you know a lot more than you think. -=)
One thing though. Being able to do what I do might be what I love to do... have long talks and help people out. Yet it makes me lonely as fuck because I'm usually helping woman out with certain issues in life and some relationship/crush problems.
What I would do to have someone to cuddle with and share these lonely nights with... Unfortunately it can't be just anyone.
Also forgot to mention I got some AMAZING news which will brighten up the summer last week. I'm kind of excited about it because I think it might make summer a lot less duller again.
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM
ps: Those two stories about being kissed... totally made up just wanted to add some spice up to my entry. Totally pulling a Chris there.
After that I left with a smile on my face. Totally past out during the drive up since I forgot my ipod. The birthday party was lame and really bothering me because all these flashbacks have been coming to me about the past summer with Katie. It got to the point that I almost called Katie to say hi since I haven't in awhile but I decided against it and will see what will happen. Hung out with my uncle and aunt who I haven't seen in awhile. Was weird seeing my sisters friend who I totally have had a crush on since I was little. Another crazy thing happened I was walking out of the bathroom she was walking towards the girls bathroom and totally pulled me aside and gave me her number and kissed me on the lips. Something is wrong it felt like the world was spinning on a different axis today. Eventually left after trying to leave for ages so I could goto the laser show. Totally missed it of course like usual.
Got home and took a nap for awhile. Of course I couldn't sleep and woke up and have been eating shit online and listening to music. Literally this week-end has sucked tremendously. One thing that has been really cool is the conversations I've had today. Zasha called today while on the way back and got some good news. Hopefully everything will work out so she won't have to have surgery. Even though I stayed home I had great conversation with Soleil, Sara, and little bit with Lori. Its nice to know that I haven't completely lost my skill of seeing into someone really deep without being around them much at all. Sometimes I get scared how good I get not to mention I'm sure it freaks them out even more. Sometimes you just have to play like your dumb when the truth is you know a lot more than you think. -=)
One thing though. Being able to do what I do might be what I love to do... have long talks and help people out. Yet it makes me lonely as fuck because I'm usually helping woman out with certain issues in life and some relationship/crush problems.
What I would do to have someone to cuddle with and share these lonely nights with... Unfortunately it can't be just anyone.
Also forgot to mention I got some AMAZING news which will brighten up the summer last week. I'm kind of excited about it because I think it might make summer a lot less duller again.
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM
ps: Those two stories about being kissed... totally made up just wanted to add some spice up to my entry. Totally pulling a Chris there.