i dunno
so the girlfreind has left for two weeks to Arizona, something inside of me is screaming for joy the other saying im gonna miss her sooo much im not gonna be able to stand it. we have a deal for when she gets back tho and i kno i deffenitley cant wiat to see her no matter what i feel. I dunno ive been feeling kinda weird bout her and well our relationship. Sometimes when the only thing we have in common is how much we love eachother and its not always just enough...i dunno i still love her and dont want to lose her but yea, i guess its just one of those things about being in a relationship for longer than a month...hasnt happend for me in a while but i love this and her non the less. So yea otherwise things have been ok. Schools goin, iim not doin the best in some of my classes im getting that senioritus ride it out feeling now and thats gonna screw me in the end so i gotta stop that, then im getting outta shape i need to get back to workin out but my doctor says no so i dunno im soo confused about stuff. But hey things will all fall together. I cant wait for spring break i get out this thursday and im so excited im goin to New York City and its gonna be awsome. So yea i dunno wat else for now so im out gotta get to another class so pc