Believe it or not
but its more difficult to make an LJ post sometimes than what you'd think. I've been wanting to make one since Wednesday, so let me sum up what's going on.
Wed: Picked up Casablanca, made dinner and watched the movie w/Amber. The movie was great and we both had a great time. Here's lookin at you kid ;)
Thur: Decided I was going to drop my class. I haven't been picking up the material, and while I can regurgitate enough information to pass tests, I'm not taking it to get a grade. The time of the class has been interfering with my sleep, so it wasn't worth it. I was surprised at how anxious I was at withdrawing from the class.
Fri: Come to the realisation that I've been desperately clinging to my past. This includes the good times and bad. The hope, as I saw it, was to undo damage and fix mistakes, but it was a package deal. While I tried to undo things that were already done, I was holding on to all that pain, guilt, suffering, and so forth. I feel like I have dropped it for the most part, and I feel good about that :)
Sat: Worked out in the yard, and that felt good. Weird as it is, I like fixing up the yard and taking care of everything, its nice. I was dissapointed that it got cut short because the neighbor's dog, no leash on, started to come over and bark/menace me and Amber. Called animal control (not the first time the pup has done this), and long story short the pup is supposedly not the neighbors, though I am dubious.
Currently at work and its been a typical Saturday night filled with the usual riff raff. In spite of the normal work stress, I feel optimistic and upbeat, though a bit worn from raking leaves and pulling vines :) A few other things popped up today, but I'll save em for later, nothing big just tidbits.
For those wondering, I'd use LJ cuts more if I could remember the code and didn't have to look it up each and every time >.
Wed: Picked up Casablanca, made dinner and watched the movie w/Amber. The movie was great and we both had a great time. Here's lookin at you kid ;)
Thur: Decided I was going to drop my class. I haven't been picking up the material, and while I can regurgitate enough information to pass tests, I'm not taking it to get a grade. The time of the class has been interfering with my sleep, so it wasn't worth it. I was surprised at how anxious I was at withdrawing from the class.
Fri: Come to the realisation that I've been desperately clinging to my past. This includes the good times and bad. The hope, as I saw it, was to undo damage and fix mistakes, but it was a package deal. While I tried to undo things that were already done, I was holding on to all that pain, guilt, suffering, and so forth. I feel like I have dropped it for the most part, and I feel good about that :)
Sat: Worked out in the yard, and that felt good. Weird as it is, I like fixing up the yard and taking care of everything, its nice. I was dissapointed that it got cut short because the neighbor's dog, no leash on, started to come over and bark/menace me and Amber. Called animal control (not the first time the pup has done this), and long story short the pup is supposedly not the neighbors, though I am dubious.
Currently at work and its been a typical Saturday night filled with the usual riff raff. In spite of the normal work stress, I feel optimistic and upbeat, though a bit worn from raking leaves and pulling vines :) A few other things popped up today, but I'll save em for later, nothing big just tidbits.
For those wondering, I'd use LJ cuts more if I could remember the code and didn't have to look it up each and every time >.